BLAH TO THE WORLD

Lucky bastards and their laptops, I don't know why I never got one. I thought this was supposed to be a democratic country, where if you provide a convincing enough argument, you can claim victory. Apparently Agar didn't think so when I requested a laptop to greatly improve work production last year. If I had one of these, I'd be organized for a change and I'd actually have interest in writing something (writing essays and reports with a pen is soooo '50s).

School still blows too. I'm not really looking foward to two weeks of forgetting everything that I had learned the semester, but I guess it can serve its purpose of being two weeks of drunkiness, getting high, and very important medical recovery.

It's That Time of Year...

Christmas, the cooporate-fascist holliday that's all part of the Christian agenda. I refuse to support such a stupid tradition. For one, I don't want to buy presents for other people (even if I had the money), and two, I don't want presents given to me.

And why the hell should a Christian holliday reflect schoolwork? I fail to see why I am forced to do such themed work. Where was the Holloween project, based off pegan tradition which is more along the lines of my beliefs?

Una Revolución Musical

Every so often, I achieve a musical "gestalt". Lately I've moved from heavy occultic metal to heavy metal from the 80s (Slayer, Megadeth, The Scorpions, etc). It's amazing how I can continue to find music that appeals to me in this time and age of absolute shit in the media. Modern music is not music; it is corperate crap that brainwashes all who listens to it. Music from the 70s-80s not only marked the dawning of a musical revolution in society, but it also proved to be the last mainstream music that had any soul to it. Very rarely do I find REAL music that is new, and it is never mainstream.

For instance, my favorite music band right now is Freezepop. They produce some hardcore love/rock music via keyboard-guitar hybrids. Listening to them is like having sex in my ear, though not literally of course. I just want to break out in dance when I hear them, which may sound insane (and probably is). They just nail music in such a way that makes all other music sound inferior (Because it is!).

Codeine: The Legal Opiate

I've been given medication before for a variety of things (surprisingly never for psychosis though), but this past week was the first time that I've been blessed with the godly tablets known as Tylenol 3. These things give me almost as big as high as weed does without turning me into a complete geek in the process. The only downside is that the "upper" effects only last like an hour compared to the "downer" effects (3-5 hours). I guess that's the price I have to pay to kill pain that no man should suffer. Ironically enough, I can't ingest any other drugs (such as alcohol or marijuana) because it could lead to an overdose of pain-killing drugs into my brain. I've been legally sober for about 10 days now, and I'm starting to recall the exact reason as to why I try to be as intoxicated as possible at all times...

Speaking of T3s, why is it so hard for the staff to figure out that I'm not being lazy or uncooperative; I'm sedated. Give me a friggin' break. Maybe there's a very important reason as to why I missed four school days, and if it wasn't for the fact that I intend to graduate this year, it would be at least seven as commanded by my team of socialist healthcare workers.

RentaCops and Tazers

Since I have nothing else to write about, I'll just bitch about rentacops. Rentacops suck. They're losers. Why? Because they don't know anything about policing. They aren't even real security. They should not be armed with anything stronger than a baton and a radio.

However, it continues to amaze me of how many rentacops are still employed and use tazers on a constant basis. When I say "use tazers", I mean, use tazers to avoid taking down someone with your bare hands because you're lazy. Tazers are dangerous and should only be used to overpower someone who is overpowering you. Any cop, SPECIFICALLY RENTACOPS, who use tazers for ANY OTHER REASON should be shot with a tazer themselves.

I hate people who don't understand the term "less-than-lethal".

Capitalism Sucks!

If only I had ten thousand dollars, life would be awesome. Unfortunately, I live in an illogical and elitist system where you can only make excessive money if you somehow exploit the oppertunity for it, which is extremely rare and usually organised by the elitists anyways.

If only I had grown up in Communist Russia. I would not know or care about the unnecessary value of money, and I would not have pathetic interest in material objects. This is the mortal curse that capitalism has given me, and with a great malice it has been.

Viruses, Geometric Sequences, and Logarithims, OH MY!

I just had three major tests in two days... or two and a half since I'm supposed to be doing a math midterm but my brain doesn't want to cooperate. I guess that's the price I pay for studying until 5:30AM for the biology test (which I think I did alright on).

I've noticed that lack of sleep makes school seem to drag on and at the end of the day, I feel like I just spent twelve hours doing shitty labour without the pay. However, if I want adequate sleep, I need to sacrifice any hope of studying and doing homework. Life sucks.